Seam Reaper

Howdy, friend!

Welcome to Seam Reaper. On this personal site, you're likely to unconter poetry, personality quizzes, reflections and thoughts, about anything that i might want in there. You may roam around, read, watch, lurk... This is for you to decide.

As i'm just getting started, i expect this place to change a lot in times to come. But, really, who's to say?

Wishing you a good roaming session, Ray

I'm almost bilingual english/french. On this site, you might found content in both languages.

Let me be extra clear though: some content in this site will be in english, some in french, but most likely, they won't be translations of each other. While i believe working towards accessibility is overall a good goal in public spaces independtly of their sizes, this site is personal.

You are a guest here.

You are more than welcome to use any translation device you like, if your curiosity leads you there; but note that i am not trying to provide you with an easy accessible experience here. I am trying to provide myself a place to store any and all projects and thoughts i could want to store, and a little corner of internet in which i can be whimsical, serious, dark, funny, anything.

    To be candid, i wasn't sure what i wanted to put here but i found that more text would be aestheticly pleasing. When i figure out what /if i want something else here, this post is likely to move to a different page.

As made evident by the title of this box, i am chronically online tm, and it has infected my relation to english and my own brain. I love as much as i hate the phrase of "this changed my brain chemistry" as a way to relate a deep personal change brought by outside sources (everything comes from outside, individualism is a lie capitalists fead you). As everyone does, i also abuse it largely and use it to describe things that actually didn't change anything deeply within me but solely resonated with my experiences, emotions, etc. Same logic applies to the core memories phrase.

so here are a few quotes that resonated particularly with me

"I do not know how to achieve something through self love i only know how to achieve through cold obsession and self brutalization. But going to that place (...) takes something from you, takes something from your soul that you will not get back. And I'm tired of thinking it is selfish to put selflove above my goals. I don't know why i think that. I don't know why i think i can build a building on faulty foundations. I am dragging my feet through the mud and then wondering why everything feels so heavy."

From Bailey Schidbach's Are you making yourself miserable video (length, 8:58)

"Nous ressortons les faisselles de ma grand-mère, dont la mémoire est à ajouter à la liste des choses qui disparaissent."

Nina Ferre-Gleize, L'adieu au lait, in L'agrilculture comme écriture

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